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Thursday, May 10, 2012 @ 9:15 AM Helplessness
At times like this, i wish someone would come up to me and give me a tight hug telling me everything is alright.
But apparently, nothing seems right and i feel lost. I dont know how to help, it tears me apart being at neither sides. I wish there was some ways to make it better, but my mind's in a blank. I desperately wanna run away, but i keep finding myself back at this spot thinking. I dont know who is right, who is wrong and i have no wishes to comment either. At this very moment, i wish i could retreat back to my dreams where there are no conflicting issues. I'm sorry for not being able to help, for i afraid my words are redundant or they might spark off even more unhappiness. I feel so helpless, so helpless at this very moment.... Please be alright :( |
Sunday, May 6, 2012 @ 7:24 AM Dream
I'm worried about being too happy.
The happier i feel, the more afraid i get. I cant imagine the pain of losing now that im so used and happy having it. Im really happy now, but is there an end to this happiness..? If this a dream, please don't wake me up. I dont want to wake up and find myself alone again. You taught me something that no one has ever showed me before. Thank you for all the joy you've brought, life has never been happier ;) |
Tuesday, April 24, 2012 @ 6:24 AM New phase of life
They always describe life as a roller coaster ride, with unexpected turns that can take your breath away.
Guess my life took a better turn, and i feel high up there. As much as i enjoy the ride up there, im afraid there may come a point that gravity might pull me back down I dont rly like roller coaster rides though people generally love the excitement it brings. I guess im someone who plays more on the safe side. Indeed i dont get as much fun as the rest, but stability and security is what's more important to me. I dont know where this ride will take us to, but i can safely say that this ride is the best i've ever taken :} As bitter as life gets, there are indeed still some happy moments. I rly hope this happy moment won't end, or even turn into a bitter one. Thank you for taking me on this pleasant ride, i've never been any happier ;) Thank you, for everything x |